Everything seems less important
When I look at it the way in which you've described
No... nothings in order
Everything is just the same
But the way you've worded it has changed
My frame of mind
I look in front of me and there is confusion
A mere illusion of me ever being free
But unlike my mortal eyes my faith can see
All that God has in store for me
In the process of going through many spiritual test
My attitude becomes sour
Devouring every hope for God to make a way
I speak negativity into my heart with every word I say
With every form of worry and stress
I know within my heart that I have just failed another test
The songs that use to sooth my soul
Leave me feeling incomplete
Trying to be discrete in all my actions
Yet the world puts me on blast
I crumble under pressure
Not knowing how long this hurt will last.
But no matter how horrible my body feels
God I'll never leave your side
Because no matter how large my problems seem
You Lord are my redeemer.
God you've given me my purpose
Now I simply wait for You to command upon
My life Your plan!
By:Ja'Nise Washington
